Aug 1, 2005

My 1st Porno

Inspired by the Virgin Slut's entry I am reminded of the first porno I saw.
I was about 15 and it belonged ot the brother of a friend. I don't remember the name, but it contained pretty much just straight sex (boring, I know).
We (brother, friend, bro's friend, and myself) snuck into a family room to watch it. At that point all of us in the room were virgins. As soon as he hit play it turned on mid-movie. The particular scene was a very up close view of vaginal intercourse. Like something you'd watch in science class. It was terrifying. It didn't help that what were supposed to be moans of pleasure sounded awfully close to moans of pain. I thought it looked horrible and vowed that I would never do something so painful looking as that. (Obviously I've since gotten over that).
I've never really been that able to get off from porn. Sometimes it can be aturn on, as simple visual stimuli sometimes can be. I seem to view most of it as amusing or I can't get past the bad production values (as I am very aesthestically inclinced).

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