Feelings

I can identify with the main point of this post (via Erosblog).....at what point is it OK to be selfish about your own orgasm? Sometimes I also just give up. However I rarely fake it (not being judgemental, just honest). If I'm not gonna have one may as well let him know so that he can relax and not worry about me. Though I must admit I too feel disappointed or frustrated sometimes when I hear those familiar sounds or movements that signal just how close X is to his climax. I also feel pressure to hurry my own climax along or to work really hard to see if one is even possible.

Lately, perhaps because I have been less willing to have sex and feeling so unsexy (see previous post) , the one time I've had sex with regular partner X...(well...with anyone, I'm all of a sudden much more finicky) since I found out the bad news-was quite good. I give him many points for doing wonderful things with his fingers in an area that even I have not been so hot to touch (in a sexy way) lately.